Tuesday, August 5, 2014

No worries. Trust wholeheartedly in the Lord

I'm still confused 

with all this pain on my sleeve.

 Don't know why I walk around with it.

Can't worry.....I ain't worried.


Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Nightmares: Are you ready to die?

It seems like
every night
I don't recite my prayers
It enhances the chance of me having nightmares
Bad dreams 
Make me see things
I fight the night air
My sight's impaired
I see death taking my last breath of air
I confess
I get scared because I'm not prepared to leave
One question, when I go will I rest in peace
Or will I rest beneath the earth
Where hellish flames burst
On Earth, the game's cursed
But in hell the pain is worse
I can't explain the hurt
I feel
2late to reverse the deal
My soul's headed to hell
My corpse in the back of a hearse d'ville
I'm shook
as I read the book of death
All my dirt revealed
From my first curse words
to the herbs and ethanol I abused for cheap thrills
To my thirst to kill
Unborn Babies with birth control shields
Aspirations killed your aspirations
Was it worth it for real
Just to get some doe
Hit some hoes
I was so impatient
Letting temptation
Jeopardize my soul
Now I'll never know
What lies below
Until my eyes are closed.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Instill Confidence in Your Children

I do daily affirmations with my boys with the goal of making them confident in themselves and their abilities, but not to this extent.  I WILL be stepping my game up. Thank you Tyrese for the motivation!

Friday, December 6, 2013

Rich Homie Quan

Lately I'’ve been really feeling Quan….Probably the Decatur in me…I feel pretty much everything he does…

They Don’t Know:

“A juvenile 400 degrees hot boy

Mannie Fresh, he kept it G…every beat had knock boy…

…Feeling like Baby….

This one of those strip club….geeked up songs…..PARTY:

and of course some type of way:


He only sings the chorus on this one….this my jam:

Thursday, July 11, 2013

Giving me life! Thank you Alice! #therapy

Said I was what you wanted.  Liar. Liar! You never wanted me that way.
There is nothing here to fight for….

Move on...move on...find another love (to self)

Wednesday, February 13, 2013


These pics popped up on my random image screen saver.  I forgot about them. I never posted them.  Unfortunately don’t have too many Hawks players highlights.  We lost this one.  These were taken 4/11/11  (the 4-1-1).






Friday, November 16, 2012


Ethel Ennis - Change

Often I find that most of the music in my car is inappropriate for my boys to listen to.  Not to mention my personal music, I really don't like the main radio stations in Atlanta.  I'm often shocked and appalled at what is played to the public for all to hear......so more often than not, I turn to Clark Atlanta University's jazz station 91.9 when they're in the car.  Aiden loves it, since he really likes to hear different instruments (especially horns)...plus it mellows me out (win-win).  I stumbled upon this song.  It's dedicated to change...dedicated to getting older and more mature....dedicated to my boys who are no longer babies.....dedicated to those who are no longer with us........dedicated to becoming wiser and appreciating what REALLY matters in life......the only constant in life is......change.